Thursday, June 3, 2010

3 MONTHS!!

Azam baru wa.. within 3 MONTHS..wa nk tambah berat badan!! Sekarang ialah JUNE 2010. So, by end of AUGUST 2010, I MUST achieve 50 KG!!. (then only my BMI = 19.5, which is ideal)

Tah nape..sekarang ni makin kurus. Masa mula2 masuk AZRB, berat 43 kg. Bln lps dh tgl 42kg. Adess…member2 opis pon tegur..”ema..nape makin kurus nie? Sampai Nampak melengkung nie... Ciannya..” haha…frenz..u really have no idea what I’m facing in my life…I can’t say..it’s very complicated..

Honestly speaking, I am very upset…byk dh mkn, but still the same..i just can’t put on weight!. People do envy me, but that make me really sad actually. People always say:
1) Kurus..sekeping..cekeding.. (I hate those words!! I wanna slap those mouth!!)
2) Mkn byk..tp badan sekeping gak..Bela hantu raya ker? (WHAT THE FUCK U ALL SAYING HA??????!!!!!!!)
3) Kurus sgt kamu nie.. kena tiup angin terus tumbang! Hahahaha (gelak mereka sgt menyakitkan hati !..)
4) Kurus sgt la.. susah nk fitting baju! (korg igt wa tak pk ke semua tu??)
5) Takpe…mkn byk pon maintain,…bdn susah naik. (kalau la ada sniper kt tgn..hmm)
6) Dan yg seangkatan dgnnya yg really buat sy sedih!

I’m tired and sick of those words..Dear people, please stop calling me skinny..please..I BEG U ALL.. kata org tua2, kalau cukup 44 org, 44 kali sebut menda yg sama, so jadi betul la menda tu. N skrg nie, wa rasa dh lebih 44 kali dh dgr semua tu. Semua org dok tegur wa “kurus..kurus…kuruss”.. kan kata2 itu ialah doa?.. so please stop address me “kurus”. Address me “chubby” instead.. hahaha

Masa diploma dulu, hny selepas straight 3 bulan dok mkn fastfood..baru naik 2 kg jek!.. Bila stop mkn fastfood, berat turun balik. Try mkn susu weight gain, 2 tin habis..pon remain the same. Minum susu penambah selera mkn, sama jek.. Penat..duit habis, tp kesan? Tarak..

Org gemok nk kurus, byk benda..byk ubat..byk cara..solution utk kurus. Tp org kurus nk naik berat? Cukop payah nk ketemu cara atau ubat. Ingatlah, mcmane org gemok tak suka..kecik hati bila org ejek dia “gemok”..mcm tu jugak la ngn org kurus nie. We both tak pinta jd begini.. 

Ini menu yg wa mau try follow:

http://www.snac.ucla.edu/pages/Resources/Handouts/HOWtGain.pd

Wish me luck to gain weight by August 2010! hehehe

4 comments:

  1. gambate ema..aja! aja! fighting..can i call u gemok instead??

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  2. hikhik....pape jela nyah..as long as as not "skinny".. hohoho

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  3. hehe... exchange with me ema, i want to be like u....please address me skinny.. please nyahi abbey and ema.. hehe 44 times!!!

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  4. isk2..nape xhepi ni? be happy..hati gumbira baru bleh gemok.. :)

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